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Man, whatever happened to a good night's sleep? Is the first thought that crosses Ren's mind. One moment he's tossing and turning in bed, trying to get to sleep, and the next he's staring up to the ceiling of the Velvet Room. He closes his eyes after he processes the bare minimum to get his location down. Can't a guy go a week without getting dream-DM'd by the fake-powers-that-be?

It's not entirely fair, he knows. He's just feeling blergh because Goro hasn't texted him back for a few hours and he was starting to get worried when Morgana batted the phone out of his hand and said he'd come home when he wanted to. But. Well. If he really had to do something in the realm of the subconscious involving chains tonight, he'd really rather be in Goro's dreams.

Maybe the chains would even be fun for once.

He lets himself stew for a few moments before shaking himself out of it. Might as well see what the "wardens" and "Igor" have in store for him this time. Ren grumbles to himself only a little bit as he opens his eyes again, and...

...What?

Ren blinks, taking in his surroundings with wide eyes. This is definitely the Velvet Room. There's the desk, the structure is vaguely similar, and he. Well. He just sort of knows it. The vibes are incredibly Velvet Room. 100% blue, 100% weird music, 100% cognitive prison.

Except.

There's no prison decor. He isn't even in a cell. There are a few doors scattered around. Peeling himself off the floor, he realizes he isn't in a prison uniform (he's in his daytime clothes) and there aren't shackles wrapped around him either. And the weird music isn't grating in his chest like the world's worst rendition of Prison Hallway Salsa silently beamed into his soul, it's just kinda...smooth. Jazzy. Soothing. A bop.

The Velvet Room actually feels...

...Nice?

...He doesn't buy it. (Something in him wants to, though.)

Ren turns around a few times, trying to find answers. What's going on here?

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"No offense, honey," he pokes Goro's undereyes lightly, "but I can tell you've been busy. Never expected anything less when I started dating you." A snort. "Two months and you picked up four kids? That must be some kind of record."

He runs his fingers through Goro's hair. "I'm here now," he asserts. "And we're leaders together, right? Let me in on what I've missed and I'll be right by your side."

Ah... He leans into the touch, humming softly. "Where do I even begin?" Heh. There's so much to cover. So much has happened. "My child self arrived first. I came a short while later. We're directly linked, so everything he experiences feeds into me in real time, though it's less noticeable if I have something to occupy my attention." Oh, the look he gives Ren, playful, if a bit tired.

"There are many different versions of us who have lived drastically different lives. Most of the other 'yous' are named Akira Kurusu. One of them is a vampire. The only other Ren here lived a very different life and recently blew up fake Shinjuku. One of the children in my custody also happens to be a young Akira, but we'll need to be careful, as he has a rather... unfortunate relationship with notions of love, likely brought about by childhood trauma and shitty parents."

He'll let that sink in first. It's already a lot.

Ren lets out a little sigh. Okay, still a lot, but apparently Akechi gets better with infodumping as he gets older. He shoots another playful look back when he gets one, but doesn't go any further; he can think with the head between his shoulders instead of the one in his pants sometimes.

"So. We're in a big crossover episode and we don't know when it'll end," Ren sums up. "Many of us from different shows. Vampires are real, time paradoxes aren't, Shinjuku might be gone but it wasn't real in the first place. Gotcha." He's got like 80% of it, at least. Probably. Much better.

Then the last bit...hmm. Ren mulls it over in his head. "Do I need to know anything before dealing with him? I'm not making out in front of a little kid anyway, but..."

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Heh... That earns some genuine laughter, if a bit hushed. The laughter dies down soon, though, as the subject changes to Akira-kun. "We'll just have to watch our wording, I think. Evidently, he doesn't understand that 'love' in a romantic context can be such a wonderful, warm thing. Perhaps his parents have a rather fraught relationship that has formed his idea of what love is."

It breaks his heart. You can see it on his face. He blows a small sigh before continuing. "Ah, I suppose I should also mention that he is selectively mute. He also seemed to react rather strongly when I said I would 'take care of him,' so that may be another trigger to be mindful of. He does really love dinosaurs, however, so that's one point of interest to work with."

"Yeesh," he says in response, lacking any other words. "Hard life for the kid..." He was selectively mute himself when he was younger...sorta, maybe. He definitely remembers needing to work on being able to talk to people he didn't know, at least.

Ren thinks for a few moments, absently running his fingers through Goro's hair. "Bet he's doing much better with Papa Wolf Akechi looking after him, though." A beat. "Where are you living with the kids? Maybe I can find somewhere nearby, if you wanna take it slow on introducing me."

"...I think I'd be happier if you were there beside me." Is it a bit selfish? Perhaps, but it's important. He needs this. "I think my younger self and my counterpart will prepare the children. The kids trust them both."

Ah, wait. Names. Codenames. That's important. "...We all have codenames. The little spectator you just met is Raven. Then there's Magpie, a version of me who is a bit rougher around the edges, but I've spent enough time with him to know that there is a good heart buried beneath layers upon layers of spikes."

He'll refrain from mentioning the murders. That's Magpie's decision, should he choose to reveal it. "There's also Hawk, a six year old version of me. He hasn't lost his mother yet, and we're still debating on whether to prepare him or not. ...He also is very aware of our relationship and once asked me how we 'make babies.'" That gets him to snicker a little, at least. Perhaps Ren will find humor in it. "Akira-kun is also aware. It doesn't have to be some grand secret."

Akira snorts at the "making babies" bit, trying to nail down the codenames in his head. Crow is still Crow, young Crow is Raven, the spiked one is Magpie, there's a baby Featherman fan... "Little kids are so funny, sometimes. And hey, about Magpie, I'll never back down from a challenge!" He grins. He tends to see red flags as guideposts, anyway.

"I'm not saying I'd leave you, or something; that's the last thing your workaholic ass needs," he boops Goro's nose. "We could just crash next door for a little while before full-on cohabbing. But if you think it's okay."

"Just go easy on him. Magpie may not be prepared for your brand of menace." He knows Ren. He knows how brazen he can be at times, spurred into moments of flirtatious tomfoolery. "I think it'll be all right once I properly introduce you. There's one other little version of me who's a vampire, but you can rest assured that he won't bite you when he has perfectly good blood packets he can drink in the fridge."

...Wait.

"Please don't try to drink them. They do not taste good."

"Well, now that you say it..." he trails off into a grin, but they both know he won't, probably. He can't imagine it tastes better than regular blood, anyway.

Then. Proper introduction. "Oh." He winces. "I don't think I gave them the best first impression, huh? Raven as much of a gossip as you are?"

He grins right back, even giving a little peck on the cheek. "Raven has already informed Magpie and the other resident Ren about your petnames. I think it may have broken Magpie a little, but I'm sure it'll be fine." And back to resting his head on Ren's shoulder. It's comfy. He's missed this, although...

Shit.

Something else rears its head, wiping the smile from his face. "I should probably warn you. There is an extremely dangerous Shadow in Mementos, and it has a seething hatred for you. So please, don't go there alone. I can't afford for anything to happen to you."

There we go, his boyfriend is smiling again-- and now he's not.

"There's a Mementos here -- wait, younger you already said that. Don't happen to know what I could've done to piss it off, do you?"

"...Its Ren struck a deal with an alternate version of Dr. Maruki to create a 'perfect' world, ignoring the wishes of his own Akechi, who was likely to die if they defeated Maruki, because he couldn't bear the thought of losing him. In their world, Maruki used cognitive psience to effectively become a god, and in the end, it resulted in a 'happier' world, but one that fundamentally changed that Akechi and scrubbed away all pain and conflict."

It's... a lot. He could mention how it's possible that their world's Maruki seeks a similar goal, but he won't. He know Ren is fond of the counselor, and besides all that, it is a different world. It's a worry for another time.

Still, there's a distinct sorrow carved into Akechi's features. "The Shadow is every piece of that Akechi's pain, his negativity, and the sting of betrayal distilled into one entity. The person he left behind is... pleasant, but he has a habit of blanking out if you directly mention things such as Personas and the Metaverse. His codename is Sparrow."

...What.

"...Don't go into Mementos alone," he says aloud after several seconds of silence. "Gotcha."

"...We can go together, of course. Form parties, if need be. There are ways to pacify the Shadow, but I worry for how it may respond to you. Raven lucked out when he encountered it, but we can't guarantee you would be so lucky, even with all your tricks."

Of which Ren has many, flawlessly embodying his role as a Trickster. There's no doubting that. "But I digress. There are others here, such as two versions of Haru Okumura, though neither is from 'our' world, a Morgana from a world where I was not a proper member of the Phantom Thieves, and a few others, such as Kanji and Naoto, though they aren't our Kanji and Naoto."

Kanji is too young, for starters, and he doubts that Naoto remembers things the way that they do. "It can be a bit overwhelming, but I will do my best to help you acclimate." He pauses. "...Dr. Maruki may also be around, though he's made himself scarce of late. That's at least one other familiar face from our world."

Ren nods and digs out his phone to take notes. "Lots of new-old faces to get used to." He'll probably slip up every once in a while. New places are daunting, but he has his boyfriend by his side, so nothing's unconquerable -- not even his songbird's workaholism. "Man...you've already had two months on me!" Ren pokes his boyfriend's side. "Anything funny happen? Find any more weird copies of us?"

"The day I arrived here, I prank called my younger self to see if he was still here about starting an 'Akechi Alliance,' and then Magpie made that a reality. I also got a very awkward phone call from the other Ren here, who sought to give me sex advice."

His cheeks are slightly pink when he says that, but to his credit, he didn't stammer or anything. "...For the record, I didn't cheat on you, although Magpie had far too much fun engaging in texting games of gay chicken."

"Akechi Alliance? Sounds like something out of a Featherman movie," Ren laughs. "Fitting. Also...what prompted the sex advice? That sounds like a hilarious conversation."

Gay chicken...two Akechis trying to turn each other on...mmm, okay, that's definitely not unpleasant to think about. "Next time," his grin goes lopsided, "why don't I come over and be the referee? You have to have someone to judge such a...stimulating sport." He waggles his eyebrows.

...Oh no. What has he walked into? You see that, Ren? That would be your boyfriend's cheeks being a pretty little shade of red as he very briefly averts his eyes because, damn it, Ren is being Ren again.

Being so suave and flirty and just... Ren Amamiya.

Absolute menace.

Well, he walked into this, and it was bound to come up one way or another. Hoo boy.

"Gay chicken." He reaches for his forehead, massaging his brow. "Magpie, erm. Came on a bit strong. ...And I'll note, this was at Raven's birthday party, as an elaborate diversion so the kids could steal the birthday cake. I..."

Oh. This is so incredibly awkward to admit.

"Well, let's just say that my body had thoughts that my mind did not agree with. I got uneasy, because more than anything, I missed you. Nothing happened. In fact, Magpie has zero interest in me in that particular context, but it..."

Hm.

"I still felt guilty."

Edited 2023-10-11 06:47 (UTC)

Ren pats his boyfriend with all the soothing wisdom of a guy whose sex knowledge is health class, an awkward talk with the parents, random PSAs online, and like maybe two half-watched porn flicks. And some doujinshi thrown in there. "Sometimes...bodies just do things in response to other things. Doesn't always have to mean things. Just 'cause I look at the sun and sneeze doesn't mean I'm allergic."

Edited 2023-10-11 07:02 (UTC)

"True. But I suppose it just made your absence hit harder." He adjusts one of his gloves, trying not to be too flustered. It's fine. Everything is perfectly cool. "...It's not as though I haven't thought about it before. Though, obviously, we're in no rush. You literally just got here."

He scoots a little closer, once again pressing his forehead to Ren's. "More than anything, I've missed holding you close at night. I've missed kissing you. I've missed every one of your ridiculous antics... You're my world, Ren."

"I just got here, only to find out that you had children without me," he lets out a comical groan, smiling all the while. "Now we'll never have the chance."

Ren reciprocates the forehead press after a quick kiss to the nose. "And honestly..." fingers back in Goro's hair, "trying to get to sleep without you was hard for just one night. I'm happy to have you back in my bed...in any way we can."

Oh.

Oh dear. As if his heart wasn't aflutter already. "...We can pencil it in. There's no rush. I imagine we'll need time to... figure it all out." Preferences. Boundaries. Comfort zones. But he'll give another quick kiss on the lips. "But if we do, we should pick a place just for us, separate from the children. There are other unoccupied houses. It'd probably be less awkward than doing so in my childhood home. Or perhaps... the Amagi Inn? There are hot springs. Nice beds. It could be a little getaway."

"I don't know if I can think of anything less sexy than doing it on your dad's bed," he says, blunt and honest, but runs his fingers comfortingly through Goro's hair again. Two months really did a number on him, huh... "Or like. In a place where kids are living. How young are they again?"

Edited 2023-10-11 07:27 (UTC)

"As young as I was when I first became privy. ...That is not a good thing, just so we're clear." He sighs, slumping slightly. "Everyone besides Raven is about six or younger, so around them, we'll have to keep things age appropriate. Though it's not like I was planning to make out in front of them- that can be saved for our own time, along with everything else."

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