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[unfoggedlotus]

[IC inbox for Ren Amamiya (unfoggedlotus) in personavelvetroomdr. Open to texting and phone calls and assorted silly meme and macros that may or may not amuse him.]

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[seekerofjustice]

I'm not familiar with Loki, is that another Persona we tend to have?

[And if it is... he's wondering why he doesn't have access to it...?]

I don't believe he assisted me in that way. Before I remembered him, I couldn't summon more than one Persona. At least, not that I'm able to recall.

[unfoggedlotus]

yeah its
well. thinking about it
loki is your. rebellious spirit of chaos
and since maruki.
yea
(×﹏×)

interesting! thats one possibility down at least

[seekerofjustice]

'Rebellious spirit of chaos'... I can see why I would be lacking that in my reality.

Thinking on it, we can't be certain I never had Loki, can we? It's entirely possible I lost my connection to that part of myself when I was actualized. Though it's also a possibility that I simply never had access to Loki to begin with.

Could you tell me more about Loki? What kind of abilities does it happen to have?

[Surely there's something that'll snap into place if he just hears the right thing... He hopes.]

[unfoggedlotus]

im thinkin you probably did have him...
my goro's loki has
He sends along a screenshot of a text conversation between himself and Crow. Crow responds to Joker's question of "what that Loki doin" with "Bless, curse, almighty, physical, and gun attacks, alongside Call of Chaos."
those things!
Call of Chaos seems to be the signature ability

[seekerofjustice]

'Call of Chaos'. That one stands out. What kind of ability is it?

[The rest feels sort of right, but Call of Chaos in particular grabs him.]

[ cw // normal call of chaos stuff ]

[unfoggedlotus]

its pretty intense
its like.
it takes the chains off your heart so you basically have 0 impulse control
others have used it to do stuff like.
make a guy go streaking through a restaurant
make a train conductor crash their train
make someone jump off a cliff
just. impulses. 0 thoughts

its not all bad tho!!!
just no higher thinkin

[seekerofjustice]

That sounds concerning, to say the least. Zero impulse control could lead to so many people being harmed.

Wait a moment, is that what the psychotic breakdowns were? Using Call of Chaos?

[He thinks back to everything he's heard about the Black Mask...]

[...He needs to face this.]

[unfoggedlotus]

yeah...

[seekerofjustice]

I see.

[Dove has no idea how to feel anymore. Is he afraid? Saddened? Angry? Maybe he should go do what Akira suggested and rip some newspapers...]

My apologies, this wasn't what I was intending to linger on. I was trying to recall more about my Amamiya-san, but instead I've gotten us far off course.

I can't help but wonder why it's so difficult remembering him. Speaking with you feels familiar enough, but nothing has re-emerged. Perhaps there's something I'm still missing?